Rough Day

We will be approaching 2 weeks from when we submitted our letter of intent to China for Myah. We still have not heard a word. I have been speaking with many of my internet friends and many have received pre-approval within 2-5 days. We have received nothing. Which leads me to think of the "what ifs". What if we don't get approved? Today I am feeling pretty sick from this rollercoaster ride. I am trying to remain positive but I am finding it very hard to do so. I am chained to my computer monitoring my email with hopes of a ray of light. Something....But Nothing...