Bravery @ it's finest !

6 am and ready to face the day..


all smiles


hanging around and waiting

They called her name...it's show time..I am about to have a friggen meltdown..

walking her into the OR

you got this girl..shoulders back, chin up..you've been through worse..don't give in to defeat..YOU GOT THIS BABY...!

she got her composure back

but in the end she was taken from my arms and walked down the hallway to face fear straight in the face.

I will never forget the sickened feeling in my stomach..took me to my knees..

YOU GOT THIS GIRL...I screamed as she turned the corner...and the doors closed

in recovery

drains are in and the doctor simple and bluntly said "I tried my best to get it all out" I said "you tried?" and he said "yes, I tried"....

Hank and I remained in the room in silence..not knowing what to say..if anything..and the silence spoke volumes....

Lord, when does it end? When?

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